Ordinary day

Tumbled down staircase,
and hurt my head, my knees and my shoulder.
SHIT~

I had spent 2 hours chatting with my baby last nite,
instead of studying for my upcoming chemistry test.
*Applause* for me!!!
until my baby's phone ran out of credit ady~

I dunno what happen to me these days,
I just can't stop thinking about baby,
no matter how hard i try,
telling myself not to think about her,
but imges of her keep on flashing pass my mind.
HELP~
I'm suffering from this weird sickness...

Just finish roughly revised Chemistry.
I think i'm gonna fail the calculations.
I always copy calculations from friends,
instead of solving myself,
cuz most of the times i was lazy to think.

I'm dropping Physics tomorrow,
Together with Yee Wen.

Nothing special happened today.
OOOh Yea,
I skipped 3 lecture class in the same row this morning.
Bio, A.Maths, Physics.
Its useless for me to even attend the bio lecture.
Its the same even i am in class.
I sleep, i dream, i talk,
its all the same.
So i decided to do something more useful,
instead of wasting my time,
wandering my mind around during the class.
I went to CITC,
Then library,
Then the cozy open-air study area.
I STUDIED!!!
I did some notes for Chemistry,
and glanced through the presentation,
i was going to do for the next bio tutorial.
Hooooooohoooooooo!!!

Our Ah Foo, damn lan si and boring lecturer~

This week is the Odyssey Charity Campaign.
SBS is really impresive,
they actually have high-potential-business brain,
They are helding a spot for a free climb,
which is FREE OF CHARGE for the whole week!!!
They don't even earn a money like that,
i asked one of them (leng lui~).
she said its their secret.
They even set up a stall for Ramli Burger.
*Bow* to SBS.
Speaking of which,
the SPUS booth is really arrrrr....
How to say???
LAME???

Our New Model..

A very interesting scene, how can ppl study in this situation??

Our Erin suffering from period pain..

Perasaan in toilet~

My twins friends - Lorra & Lissa (look alike huh??)

No need to sleep tonite ady.

Friends

I skipped Physics lecture class today.
Cuz i am going to drop physics,
so no big deal.

I realize I had thought about much earlier,
and I was stupid to even think about that.
"Stop everything."
I dun really understand why people out there,
who are having the same relationship like us,
won't face these problems.
I am lucky that MY FRIENDS didn't comment anything about us.
*Hugs* for my monyet friends.

I really wanted those who look bad upon us,
shut their mouth and vanish,
but i know it's not possible.
I know better than anyone,
when the times you wish the best for your friends,
afraid that they'll get hurt,
or harmed by anything or anyone else.
You want the best for them,
you fight for the rights ,
and anything you think is good.
I understand,
this kind of over-protective-to-friends acts.
CUZ I AM.

But,
I never want my friends to be unhappy.
I would respect whatever their intentions and decisions,
whatever they might be.
I know it's impossible to sit in a corner,
to see your friends pace into destruction.
But if they are happy,
I'll leave them alone.
Somethings i realize,
cannot happen in the form which you desire,
things are beyond our grasps.
The more we want to control everything,
the more the failures occur.
In the end,
it has turned out,
you're the one who are hurting your friends.
I know.
CUZ I WAS.

I dunno.
Just wanna let those,
who disapprove us know that,
we are not taking this lightly.
WE ARE NOT.

I'm going to bankrupt these days,
really.
Going out almost everyday
for lunch and movies.

MEGAN FOX

If I were a guy, i would definitely feel like f***king her...

She is sooooooooooooooooooooooo EXOTIC~

She is so HOT, SEXY, and BEAUTIFUL???

The most sexiest woman in the world...





Angelina Jolie, its time for u to "sao pei"!!!

Megan Fox will be chosen for
The 1st sexiest woman alive in world
for the next issue of People Magazine.
Je-taime, Megan Fox~

Her pairing with Shia Lebouf is so cute~

My God, look at her boobs~

I love her...

父母

现在，
轮到父母给我压力了。
我就知道这一天一定会到来。
但却没想到这么快。

我不喜欢人家强迫我，
尤其在这方面。
虽然我深知总要面对，
但我真的不喜欢。

如果让他们知道我拍拖了，
而且对方是个女友，
我会先去自杀，
不然就会患上人格分裂症。
因为这是他们一直以来
绝不可能接受的事。

烦啊～

接下来的日子，
会很难敖啊～

我知道他们只有我一个女儿，
多么地希望我能够想其他女生一样，
但我真的不是。
我除了生理的一切发展是个女生外，
我其余的心理和个性都不是。

我不知道该怎么办了。

父母，
是最难过的一关。

© 当爱上以后

刚刚在别人的页面看到这篇东西。

© 当爱上以后，
仿佛迷失了原来的自己
更多的是以对方为中心……

© 当爱上以后，
竟因为对方的一点小毛病而生气 。

© 当爱上以后,
竟盲目地模糊对方所有的缺点，
竟不自觉地去包容对方的一切，
甚至为对方的不是，找借口 。

© 当爱上以后，
为了更适合对方，
竟情不自禁地改变自己。

© 当爱上以后，
关于自己的一切都想跟对方分享，
即使是一件细小的事情 。

© 当爱上以后，
思念对方时，
不会马上找她仅因为害怕打扰了她。

© 当爱上以后，
时常会幻想与她共有的将来，
会因为她的一句“未来”感到喜悦万分 。

© 当爱上以后，
会把鸡毛蒜皮的小事，
化成天大的要事告诉对方，
其实，只是对方多在乎自己一点。

© 当爱上以后，
遇到麻烦时，
不会马上告知对方，
仅仅是不想对方担心。

© 当爱上以后，
对方的一句无心之言
变成了自己纳闷的唯一理由。

© 当爱上以后，
在对方面前，偏偏要装成一个孩子，
其实，只是想被宠爱多一点 。

© 当爱上以后，
即使被对方骂，
也只会傻傻地笑因为看到她着紧自己的样子

© 当爱上以后，
竟不由自主地放下面子、矜持、尊严...
那些所谓很重要的东西 。

© 当爱上以后，
即使心里很欣赏对方，
也不会说出

这也太准了吧？？？

我爱你

我从来没想过要退缩，
你也没有做得不够好。
你已经进步许多了，
再也没有乱闹别扭，
再也没有胡思乱想。

我没有想过要放弃，
只是每当我想到，
很多东西给不到你，
心会很疼。

还以为，
你看了那篇部落格，
又会乱想东西，
怎知道，
反而是你跑过来安慰我。

我没什么啦。

我会害怕，
是因为到了现在才发现，
我是这么的在乎你。
我一直以来对爱情，
都抱着一副不以为然的态度。
但，
现在的种种一切，
都在讽刺着我的骄傲。

以前，
只想保护你，
疼惜你，
但现在，
却越来越贪心了。
我更想守护你，
爱着你。

我也知道不要想太多的好。
但，
每当一想到就想哭。

现在真的好许多了啦，
考试要到了，
我不会笨到一直去拿东西来烦～

让我们一起加油吧。

害怕

站在越高处，
就越害怕掉下来......

以往曾经以为，
时候到了，
说放手，
就能轻易简单地放开对方的手，
现在才知道，
这样的事情，
其实没有想像中的容易。

因为某些因素，
我们有很多东西不能一起做，
很多关于我们的不能太过于暴露，
我们在一起，
早就已设定了种种限制，
让我再次不禁地想起那无谓的问题。

想永远在一起，
不可能。
很多东西，
基本上需要的，
我给不到你。
我最近又总是在问，
为什么？
为什么？
为什么？

我把我的问题，
告诉一个要好的朋友。
她听了问我，
“你是不是很爱她？”
其实，
我不懂什么才叫作爱...
谁可以让我知道，
什么是爱？

想到这边，
泪水已经溢了出来...

发展到这样的程度，
任谁都应该高兴。
但，
我却越来越害怕。
害怕失去你的那天。
虽然知道，
总有一天，
我们会结束，
但那种感觉，
心会很疼很痛...

我总觉得，
为爱情哭泣的人很傻，
因为爱并不是我们生命的一切。
但，
当你会为它着急，
为它操心，
为它心疼
为它哭泣的那个时候，
才知道它已经成为你生命中的一部分了。

站在越高处，
就越害怕掉下来......
我终于明白这感觉了。

我从来没有这样哭过。
从来没有。

宝贝，
你对我来说，
真的很重要。
如果这篇文章又让你流泪的话，
对不起。
你已经为我流泪太多次了...
对不起。

KLCC tour

KLCC tour~













We decided to 'siam' directly after school by TARC bus,
as we haven't succeeded booking our tickets.
We reached KLCC about 11.30pm,
after getting our tickets
(which we have 9 fellows to watch the movie),
we went to makan.
I had Mc.D again (my favourite~).








Guess who we met?
Our different-gang-classmates.
1 girl 5 guys.
cool~~
When i was waiting for them outside the theatre toilet,
I heard someone called my name.
She was the girl who i met during my driving test,
who had gone to NS too (her camp was in Sarawak),
who had faced the same problem like me during the driving test,
who was also graduated from the same driving school,
who was also taught driving by Ah Wai,
who is also having braces,
But, lol, i forgot her name...
Such a small world,
later found out that she was going to watch Transformer too,
in the same theatre,
just two rows behind me.
Haha,
she is such a sweet girl~







I have to admit,
Transformer is really nice.
Though i still hate it.
LOL XDXD...
The whole movie which i desire to see is,
MEGAN FOX!!!
Uh~
She is sooooooooooooooooooo damn HOT!!!
OMG...
Such an exotic appearance,
with a pair of nice boobs,
presenting out a sexy foxxy body figure...
You are my angel...







No mood to update today.
Something is troubling me,
i guess.

and yea,
something for my friends.
Please protect yourselves for whatever matters,
its for your own benefits.
I can't say much,
we have choices,
and you have options too,
I hope you will be happy of what you choose,
and what you are doing.
18 years old isn't grown up enough,
for me,
we're just kids.
Just remember,
PROTECT YOURSELVES.

Restless

Just finished visiting Cheryl's blog.
Walao,
her blog damn funny one,
really,
I dunno how to describe it for you,
have a look by yourself.
try and visit her blog, LOLz.
http://cherylmfab1310.blogspot.com/

*Applause* for me!!!!!!!
I didn't ponteng Bio lecture today leh~
1st time arh??
2nd time??
Dunno,
no matter how, its a good sign~
What to do,
test 1 is around the corner,
i am not going to ruin my test 1,
although i know the way of my study attitude damn teruk la...
Gambateh!!!
Luckily Jia Yi had borrowed me her bio notes,
which is more neater and can be easier to understand,
COMPARE to Ah Foo's one.

Almost fell asleep during physics lecture,
i think i am going to drop this subject,
i can't catch up anymore,
cuz i didn't pay much attention all the time,
DAI SEI!!!
I know someone sure will say like that~

I think we this whole gang semakin crazy ady,
everyday go out of the school compound to cari makan.
*sobs* Erin's car petrol~
Guess what we eat today??
PAN MEE!!!
walao,
again~
But today its different a bit.
We visited their second floor
which is way more relax and comfortable.
P/S : Suitable for lovers or whole bunch of monkeys.

No outside food arh, auntie~

Look for some pics here.
i feel really syok to have a camera around,
snapping every single act and corner
whenever i want to,
i need to,
i like to...
We actually were talking about PLKN's horror stories,
which is one of my favourite topics, hoho ^^
It increases my appetite, haha!

I think gastric will be coming to attack me again.
Cuz i keep eating PERFECT ICE during these few weeks,
charm mou~
Wanna buy durian flavour at 1st,
so tempting man,
but i gave up at last,
cuz i have to be very careful of my image,
i will never spoil my image
by exhaling a whole mouthful of durian odour everywhere...
*CHERYL LEONG, not talking about u, dun perasaan ok?
your breath smelled really fresh, really no bad breath!*





We were SOOOOOOOOOO late to bio practical
(about 20 minutes late),
over-enjoyed our delicious perfect ice ady~
We even da bao and continued enjoy in the lab, haha XDXD!!
Talking about bio experiments,
i really fed up,
i had spent about an hour,
squeezing my eyes so hard,
looking into the microscope,
really tiring one you know???...
Then very za dao de thing is,
i dunno what should i looked for!!!
My eyes were going to be blind~








After school,
so exhausting,
but still had to attend piano class...
Haiz...
Teacher Wenny has given me
Claire De Lune - Debussy.
LOL,
I just used this song as my GP assignment recently only.
I have decided to quit praticsing piano ady,
and now you are giving me such a exotic song,
How can i not perform it perfectly??
teacher~ u wan yea izzit??

Tomorrow,
my monkey siblings wanna go and have a movie~
its TRANSFORMER~
My most hated movie ever...
cuz it had exceeded Harry Potter's box office
last two summers ago...
Yea,
I am still holding the grudge~!!!
Haiz, wanna bankrupt ady leh~