24th June 2009

Luckily, I reached school early today.
cuz it was Chemistry lecture for the first class.
That means Mr.Loh would be entering the class.
This lecturer...
how to describe him ar??
Self-obsessed?
Weird?
Hilarious?
dunno...
I can just say,
he is special.

Then the day went like that as usual.
Ms.Sarah let us watch 'Twilight' for GP assignment.
Very boring leh,
I had watched this damn movie for the 4th time ady...
Then Mr.Very-Hot class again.
After pure maths lecture,
i decided to LAN (run away)~

LAN to where??
LAN back to Chong Hwa to meet up with baby.
Cuz i had decided to bring her go and buy references and exercises,
to prepare her upcoming SPM.
Dunno what to say,
she became so lazy,
totally have no mood to study at all.
So i have to be her motivation,
to force her study.
Fortunately,
the bus was quite empty,
so we no need to be pushed and squeezed like last time.

I don't understand why she likes to unbutton her shirt so much??
I had told her for ZILLIONS of times ady,
"Button up your shirt."
But still her button will automatically pop out again.
Do you know you are commiting a crime????
for attarcting people to have the attempt
to do something bad to you???
Haiz~

On the way,
i almost suffocate,
My fellows and I are actuaaly having a bet on ME,
betting whether i would succeed to hold my baby's hand anot??
OK, OK,
dun be surprise.
Yea,
for all these 5 months,
we had never hold hands before.
Yea yea,
I know I am LAME!
Everyone knows that!!!
Everyone tells me that!!!
So in order to win over this bet,
i have to gather all of my courage,
and try to hold her hand under any circumstances
during the whole journey.
Xiu Fang had actually taught me some techniques,
BUT,
I AM SO DAMN SHY TO DO IT!!!
SO SHY~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
My face can even turn red when just imagine it!!!
HUH! COWARD!
I had never been so shy in my 18 years life before!!!
We had crossed several streets and roads,
I know I know,
its a good chance for me to do so,
BUT~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Chances flew over like this...

Then we went to Popular.
There are dozen of books for our choices,
but according to her IQ level,
which can be considered as RETARDED,
we had to search for exercises which are chapter by chapter,
which have step by step guidance and tutorial questions.
Finally we found some books which are suitable
to her latest commanding of studies.
Now only i know how picky my baby is,
she kept changing and changing for newer covers,
which apparently all look the same to me,
(meaning that she is picky on her lover too,
so if i can be with her,
i am totally good enough ady ^^ XDXD)
for SEVERAL times,
and messed up all the others UNWANTED books aside on the shelves,
leaving them unneat and messy,
then i was the one who was responsible to tidy up the books for her...
We bought about 7 books ONLY,
which is too little for me.
We just used up about RM30 only for buying the books.

Oh yea,
Finally i bought Wilber Pan's latest album!!!
I adore him so much man~

Then we went to KLCC to buy present for my Kai Jie's bday.
On the way to LRT station,
i was so not in a mood
(cuz still haven't succeedeed to hold her hand),
and all my emotions had drawn up on my face.
Baby was curious and asked me what was happening to me,
i just shook my head and said nothing,
haiz...
In the LRT,
my face had pulled even longer than ever,
then baby started to threaten me by pinching me so HARD~
(Gosh, swollen ady leh)
I reluctantly took out my phone
after several protest attempts.
She began to giggled and laughed silently reading my msgs,
I really almost died of embarassment those moments.
Argh......
Then i walked quickly in front of her,
cuz i was so embarassed!!!
Do you know what is inside my inbox??
There are dozens of msgs from my friends
who know about the bet.
who sent me wishes and good luck charms,
techniques and advices,
all about the bet.
And now baby was looking those stupid msgs...
How could i face her with all that foolish stuff i had done???

Finished buying a packet of Godiva chocolate,
I decided to go back Desa and have lunch.
I really needed to find some holes to bury myself,
or commit a suicide by jumping off the LRT.
IT WAS SO EMBARRASING!!!
"Give me some face man,"
was what i kept saying to baby.
I kept silent during the 3/4 of the journey at the beginning,
not wanting to face baby,
no no,
din know how to face her at all...
She just felt so odd,
that she doesn't understand why i had to do those things..

Finally,
she held up her hand and said,
"Give me your hand." (walao~)
I still refused to give her my hand,
(cuz still very pai seh)
"on the count of 5."
"5"
"4"
"3"
"2"
"1"
"Fine!!"
Suddenly,
I felt something was approaching my hand...
Baby hold me.
WAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!
I never thought that she would actually take the initiative to do this.
Surprise.
i was so speechless at the moment.
My mind went blank.
COMPLETELY BLANK.
din know how to express my feelings and respond at the moment.
SO SHY~~~~~~~
OH MY GOD...

Ok.
Come back, come back.
we reached Desa and we went to eat pan mee (again),
i went to gave my Kai Jie her present,
which turned out she was so eager to see baby.
I asked her to calm down her enthusiasm,
which would scared my baby off,
so she just decided to pretend walked by the restaurant,
and take a look of my baby.
And hell,
baby was sitting back facing her, haha.
Talking about baby,
she looked so cute, keke^^
she was so nervous,
afraid that my Kai Jie would actually appear in front of her.
After done eating,
baby and I went back separately.

It was so damn shit..
Just afetr i walked down from the bus,
it started to rain so heavily.
And damn it,
i still have to wait for my mum to fetch me home.
half an hour gone,
my clothes were wet,
my body was wet,
even my underwear turned soaked wet.

My journey ended in rain...

Anyway,
still very HIGH~
HIGH of what??
no need to tell also know know la...

WAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!


24th June 2009,
i'll remember today.
It s just like a starting point,
it let me feels like,
we have just began our path only,
still fresh, still young,
still sweet,
still long way to go~