"You know, when everything in the world seems against you..
just stop right there and
listen
and
see

you will see the world is not that bad after all

and you know im here if u wanna talk even just to lis..."

Pu Xuan gave me these words.
I find it meaningful but not YET useful,
i'm trying hard though.

Try to forget,
try to be open-minded,
try to be generous,
try to be forgiving,
try to suppressed uneasy feelings,
try to tell myself maybe all these happen is because of me,
try to learn from mistakes,
try to change myself,
try to adjust my point of views,
try to stand in others' position and think.

Although i am not really that in the mood to tam back you bii,
but i am trying.

There are so much things worth to be happy,
so why am i picking the sad ones?

The world is not that bad after all...

Thanks God for giving me my life,
where i need not to fight against fate to just survive.
Thanks God for giving me life supplies,
where i need not to worry about when will be my next meal.
Thanks God for giving me my loved ones,
where i have people who love me and i love them.