What is this???

I went out with baby yesterday.
Literally going out.
Dating?
Sort of..
Satisfied?
Coulb be better...
Happy?
Could be happier...

It happened like that.
I was suppose to go out with Chee Hui,
that fun cheong...
We were planning to go and take a look
of the book exhibition which held in KLCC.
When i reached KLCC,
that fun cheong suddenly said wanna change venue,
to Times Square...
I wasn't in a good mood,
so i refused...
And it turned out we had a fight,
and she went back home,
leaving me alone in KLCC...

So i called baby to come out.
She prepared everything but tell me,
that she couldn't go to KLCC,
cuz her bro was having fun there too...
I was all disappointed...
So disappointed...

1st,
I quarreled with my mum...
I need a piece of peacefulness,
so i went out...
who knows..
2nd,
after i came out,
i quarreled with friends,
oh great...
3rd,
i asked baby out,
but she just refused to come and accompany me...
All of a sudden,
I felt that myself was useless...
All i did was just a failure...

But baby gave me another option,
she'll be at Pasar Seni's Popular,
her old favourite place...
So i went there.
And hell,
i'd waited for 30 minutes,
and yet,
i couldn't find a figure which looks like my baby's.
I was so frustrating.
So i text her,
where the hell was she..
And she told me she was still on the way...
At last,
i was so sien and depressed enough,
i decided to leave.
Is God playing me?
Just after i walked few steps away from the bookstore,
baby appeared under the gold shiny sun,
like an angle shone brightly and waiting for me~
But i just walked past her...

I crossed the road,
never turned my head back...
But my heart was actually fighting...
Me : Hng!! I'm so sien ady, so sien!!!
Me : Are you sure you're going to leave baby alone behind??
Me : Who cares?? She can take care of herself!
Me : Are you nuts!!! She came here all the way long here!!
Me : I feel like wanna cry now!! I'm really angry!!
Me : Whoa-wow, stop right there. Stop right there!!
Me : I'm not gonna tolerate this time!!
Me : Are you went out of your mind?? You know she is not safe here!
Me : Oh yea, great, keep persuading me!!
Me : Just do whatever you want if you don't care about her anymore.
Me : I'm depressed!! Can't i have the right to lost my mind once??
Me : If you wanna sacrifice her. She came all the way here for you.
Me : Hey, i'm the one who need comfort here!!!
Me : Just stop right there and turn your head!!!
And i did,
Baby kept following all the way long,
under the mighty'o brighty sun...
Now when i recalled that scene,
i feel like wanna cry,
Sorry baby,
I shouldn't have done that to you...
So heartache to see you follow me all along there T.T...
(I've been told that i have character-differed disorder)

Finally when we reached LRT station,
my tears came out...
Baby din know what to do that time...
I feel sorry for her...
After a 45 minutes taiwanese drama was played by us,
i really couldn't stand anymore,
with that place, those people around,
i felt like wanna suffocate so hard!!
I need to leave to KLCC.
But baby refused.
She was afraid that she might bump into her bro
or her sist's stupid bad boyfriend...
Suddenly,
i remember that i had brought masks along!!!
2 masks in a packet!!!
1 for me, 1 for baby!!!
YAY~
And i told her,
she was like:
What??!! Like this also can??
But i won this time,
she surrendered and let me dragged her to KLCC at last!!

Uhuh,
then i suggested to watch a movie...
Of all the movies we can watch,
she chose "UP".
I was like : =_=!ll
Its a kid movie~
She said she like it...
Ok,
so i bought the tickets and went to have lunch...
Mc.D, it was already 4pm then...

During the whole movie,
baby kept giggling and giggling...
But actually there was not that much of fun scenes,
but she just keep giggling and giggling...
Especially when Mr.Fedrickson successfully moved his house,
by floating in the sky with the help of air balloons,
baby exclaimed,
"It's so beautiful~"
Haha,
aww,
baby, can i tell you??
You are cute, you're really cute...
The more i know her,
the more she behaves like a kid,
like a baby girl to me...

My hand was so cold during the movie,
its normal though,
my hands always went cold in cinemas...
But not this time,
cuz i have baby to hold mine T.T...
Ahhh~
You never know what is the feeling
to have a hand to hold you when you feel cold,
a hand to squeeze yours when you see uncomfortable scenes,
and whispers of "I love you" into your ears...
How i wish the time could just stop right there...

We left earlier,
cuz we had to rush back home...
We were forced to squeeze inside the LRT like can sardines...
So damn many people man!!
All the way back,
i was holding baby very very very close...

A warning to all perverts:
If you dare to touch my baby,
to molest or sexual harass her,
you're gonna pay for that!!!
Your mums,
your sists,
your girlfriends,
your wifes,
your daughters,
your aunts,
your grandmas,
will have the same karma,
that they would be touched by the others like you.
Thank you.
For this,
i curse you.

How i wish i could hold baby when
everytime she has to take LRT...

So,
what is this???
I dunno,
for me,
its still a failure,
it still has a whole long distance to my ideal date.
Nevermind,
i'll try hard.
Never give up...

I love ya, baby.
So,
fun cheong,
do i have to thank you for cancelling the gathering???
XD